lost n found..

Rewinding the day i found you..
You were a no one a stranger to me..
Days passed..
Years faded..
We loved..
We fought..
We laughed..
We cried..

Rain came..
Snow falled..
We lost ourselves in our memories..
You remained just as a memory..
A sweet, a sweet one..

We flew like kites..
In the same sky..
Under the same sun..
Not knowing ourselves..
Rain came..
Snow falled..

Thought i lost you for ever..
Searched you in my dreams..
Not knowing you were within me..
Hated you for a while..
Forgot you for a long..

But life found you..
Again ..
This time more closer more closer..
Now i don’t want to loos you..
Ever..
Coz..
i’m in love with you..

CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU..

When tears never fall, and birds never sing..

When winter never ends, and children never cry..

When the nights are not dark, and the days are not bright..

When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight..

When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows..

When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows..

When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom..

When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon..

When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet..

When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set..

When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true..

When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue..

When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real..

The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal..

When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring..

When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing..

When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight..

When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right..


When all these things finally happen, when they finally come true..

That's when I,

without a doubt,

will stop loving you..

BEST FRIEND..

You're...

my Friend..

my companion..

through good times and bad..

my friend, my buddy..

through happy and sad..

beside me you stand..

beside me you walk..

you're there to listen..

you're there to talk..

with happiness, with smiles..

with pain and tears..

I know you'll be there..

throughout the years!!

MY BEST FRIEND

PS: this is the testimonial i have written for my best friend in orkut

WALKING AWAY..

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...
Cuz I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?
Who is it that keeps you blind?
Why did you change so fast?
Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had
And how it turned this way...
I guess I'll have to leave your side,
And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...
Although my heart will cry...
I've got nothing else to do,
I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,
You'll be always on my mind...
My heart and soul will ache for you,
Every day and every night...

You're my never-ending love,
The love that keeps me alive...
You're the one I'll love forever,
Although it hurts inside..

PRINCESS OF MY OWN KINGDOM !!..

I love

Going to bed and getting up late..

Getting drenched in rain ( n of course getting a cold )..

Looking out while traveling in a bus, imagining some stupid things n at last wondering why

I thought all that..

Drawing plans for my dream home, which always end up with large bathroom..

Playing with waves .. and writing something on sand for waves to wipe it off!!

Watching horror movies late night..

Being disconnected from everyone when i feel gloomy..

Caressing a bunch of flowers..

Being possessive about my friends.. :-)

Laughing at my own stupid jokes..

Knowing somebody misses me..

Making food for amma.. and she saying that "it was good"..

Waking up and realizing that oh man, it's only 7 AM! I can sleep for a few more hours!!

Late night phone calls with my dear ones that last for hours..

Having bed coffee along with reading newspaper..

Sitting near the window and watching the rain during night..

Fighting with my amma over silly things..

Making bubbles and let them fly around me.. ..

Overhearing someone say something about me :-)

Screaming in a lonely place and hearing my echo..

Getting gifts that i never expected..

Licking my finger having amma's food.. mmm.. yummy!

D

reaming dreaming and dreaming..

Mmm.. having diary milk and melting it inside my mouth.. mmmm!

A long shower..

Smell of soil during first rain..

Sleeping on my amma's lap..

Having cone ice-cream..

Making people around me laugh like hell..

Getting a personal mail from my dear one..

Hearing my favorite song again and again..

Giggling .. hehehee :D

Trips with my friends..

Watching the expression on someone's face when i play pranks on them..

Going through my old fotos,cards, mails and having the nostalgic feeling..

Meeting my old 'friend' and realizing that still he remembers even the smallest thing about me..

I love hearing songs sharing one end of earphone and reading books..

Knowing someone is there to wait for me..

and I love a lot more... :-)

I'M PRINCESS OF MY OWN KINGDOM.....

ME.. MY LIFE.. MY PROBLEMS..

1. if some thing gets into my mind, i keep on thinking about it the whole day and spoil my own mood..

2. i believe/love/hate people blindly (still i find difficult to understand why i love/hate certain persons in my life)..

3.i get happy/sad/angry very soon(i don't think about place/time/person)..

4. I'm not sure about what/whom i want in my life..

5.my idea about god and politics fluctuates from time to time..

6.it take time for me to open up with someone(i have a very few good friends and they are my friends for a lifetime)..

7.my anger is always associated with tears(if i get angry i always end up in crying)..

8.I'm more of a loner rather than a team player(i just love to sit, walk and travel all alone)..

9.i don't believe in the institution called 'marriage'(hmmm.. no comments)..

10.I'm not a good listener, i rather like to talk (i keep on talking and talking.. blah.. blah..)..



PS: i love myself a lot in spite of all these coz at least i should love me..

LAST PAGE OF MY NOTEBOOK...

Whenever a thought came to me

I scribbled that on you..

Whenever the classes were boring

I used to play games and drew pictures on you..

Whenever I was angry with someone

I abused them on you..

When I discovered I was in love with him

I shared it with you..

When I was happy or confused

I discussed it with you..

Still many words had gone unsaid..

Many thoughts have gone unshared..

You listened like no one else would have..

Thanks my last page of my note book..

REWINDING....

Looking to the roads i have walked for last 4 years i sat there..

Uncertain about tomorrow..
Don't know whats going to be my future..
Which way to choose..
Had many hits and misses for last 4 years..
was loved, hurted, hated, cheated several times..
but this place had given me moments i'll carry through out my life..

many faces..
many lessons..
many incidents..

You'll
start loving someone who have hurt you..
learn not to love a smiling face..
understand you are the masters of your own destiny..
loose your friends for ever..
hear what you were not supposed to hear..
be blamed for something you have never thought of..
fight knowing that you are gonna loose..
be hated by some one who loved you once..
start laughing to the most silliest jokes..
laugh even though you are crying inside..
come to know the real meaning of some relations..
fail to name some other relations..
know many were fake from the beginning..

yet..
you'll survive..

because life has to move on..

MISSING YOU...

HAPPINESS!!**

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will..

you'll have a heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time..

you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when some one broke yours..

you'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them..

you'll blame a new love for things an old one did..

you'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone really close to you..

so..

take too many pictures..

laugh too much..

love like you have been never hurt..

BECAUSE EVERY 60 SECONDS YOU SPEND ANGRY OR UPSET IS A MINUTE OF HAPPINESS YOU'LL NEVER GET..

PS: trying to forget the past and in the pursuit of HAPPINESS!!**

there are only two times
i wanna be with you
NOW
&
FOREVER..

I wannabe the rain
that falls on you
washes away the pain..
I wanna be the sun
that shines on you
warms you each day..